I think if you do, even if it’s just the first 20 pages, you’ll find TZM is probably more to your liking than you think. Because you seem to puzzle with multiple initiatives, that are basically about an RBE.
This for example is not an RBE 
I really suggest to start with a clean sheet and go through the information with a fresh mind. Because you’ve made a personal version of RBE that’s false and then try to fix the shortcomings with your personal version of socialism.
I’m sorry to see you go though, you’re always welcome to come back. All the basic docs and info is listed in the welcome thread by the way.